"Sometimes, I look for a logical explanation for this stupid longing, but it's so stupid that I gave up. I just feel."
I've been thinking about him and gave me a tremendous longing, but I'm too cowardly to call him for a small talk just to ask how is his life. I think, I feel, and I cravenly retreat. Bullshit!
Nobody is forced to relocate the dissatisfaction of other, but sometimes we can't have and we can't let it go. And this isn't healthy.
A long time ago I didn't allow me to stay with someone just for being afraid of how I'll be if this doesn't work, but then I woke up for life. We have to stop thinking that everything is unfair just because someone that YOU want doesn't want you back. The truth is: Life goes on.
Stop suffering and complaining about what could it be if.. If, if, if... Just stop.
Love is too spacious to not let it take the seats, but there are people who find a way to lock it in a cold and dark place, how if they sweep the dirt under the carpet. THIS isn't fair.
I learned that fire burns and water above the neck drowns. We suffer, we cry, we're full of questions and life even stop to listen.
Life goes on, so deal with that. Not kidding. It does.
XOXO, Amsterdam
"Sometimes, I look for a logical explanation for this stupid longing, but it's so stupid that I gave up. I just feel....






