It looks perfect, but isn't
5:29 PM
I saw him every day but I always went away for being embarrassed to talk a hi or at least ask for some information, even if not needed. But then after six months we met. Was only takes a "hi" for we didn't stop to talking ever.
We saw each other every day and as I cling easy, soon I fell in love. But he didn't. It was a storm of feelings thrown down the drain when he told me I was nothing beyond a simple friend, and it hurts me so much because I really liked that guy, dammit , I really liked him!
After months suffering for a guy I thought I knew, I found that I wasn't just a friend, I was also the girl he used to make jealous to his girlfriend and fucking hell, just I know how stupid I felt, how a smart girl falls into a trap like that?
One day I woke up and decided it would no longer suffer for someone who doesn't deserve me, I never felt ashamed of what I felt and no one should too. It's not your fault if that guy wasn't honest. It's not your fault if he is nothing what appeared to be when you met. It's not your fault if he prefers to be hiding behind of his fears.
Please, don't you regret for falling in love, even if that hasn't been reciprocal. If he want to leave of your life without explanation, let it go. You don't deserve someone so coward, nobody deserves.
XOXO, Amsterdam.
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