As You Are
9:12 AM
Hello hello, oh hello.
There is so long that we do not talk, how are you? I hope you are well.
I always said and repeated - a thousand times - to myself that I didn't have to like someone to feel full, to feel happy or peaceful. But then I met you, and you changed all my world. Changed everything, including me. And no, this isn't a bad thing, at least to me, this is a good thing. I learned to love the person that I become when I am with you.
Some crazy way I was falling for you gradually. I knew as soon as I met you I could be myself always, even if this "I" were a sucker. (And 90% of me is a sucker, but okay).
I'm not here to tell you how much I like you or as you are. I am here to thank you. Thank you for not treating me like a fragile girl, thank you for caring, thank you for making me talk when something was wrong, even not wanting. Thank you for liking me as I am. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I hate people that don't care with another, and you are so different. You really care - or pretends to care very well -, I will miss you so much. But go, go away while there is time.
I don't care how complicated this gets, I still want you.
When you get back, I will be here.
xoxo, Amsterdam

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