For a long time I lied about who I really was, I lied about what I was doing, I lied about where I lived, I lied about my family. I lied, lied and lied. I lied about everything and this made me be arrogant, egocentric and stupid.
I did all this because I never thought that people would like me if they knew how I really am, I was ashamed of myself. But then I heard one of my best friends said that he "felt sorry for me", and it just destroyed me, I lied about everything, yes, less about my feelings. Hear this from a person who you like, it hurts MUCH more than listening to of some unknown.
I decided to change, I decided to stop lying about who I really am. I wasn't just not being honest with everyone, I wasn't being honest with myself too. All we should review our actions at least once in a lifetime.
I have a friend who is like that, I mean, not lying about who she is. But being arrogant and egocentric, and this have to change. I don't want that she becomes who I became. Going on this way, she will be alone. And nobody deserves loneliness. Do me a favour? Don't give up of a friend, even if he is being a son of a bitch.
Everyone deserves a second chance to become a better person, anyone can change, as I changed. Be the friend who you would like to have.
XOXO, Amsterdam
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